We walked along the beach.
What a moonlit night!
He held my hand in his.
He kissed me.
He said,
"I wanna spend my life with you,
I want you for my wife."
Just then I thought,
"What about the times you lied to me?
What about the times you said no one would want me?
What about all the shit you've done to me?
What about that? What about that?
What about the times you yelled at me?
What about the times I've cried?
You wouldn't even hold me.
What about those things?
What about that?
What about that?"
I took a pause, and then a deep sigh.
He looked right into my eyes as he said,
He said,
"I know I didn't say somethin' wrong."
I didn't have the courage to say,
But then I thought,
"What about the times you lied to me?
What about the times you said no one would want me?
What about all the shit you've done to me?
What about that? What about that?
What about the times you yelled at me?
What about the times I've cried?
You wouldn't even hold me.
What about those things?
What about that?
What about that?"
What about the times you hit my face?
What about the times you kept on when I said,
"No more, please?
What about those things?
What about that?
What about that?
What about the times you shamed me?
What about the times you said you didn't fuck her,
she only gave you head?
What about that? What about that?"
Don't want to live my life in misery.
Don't tell me you did it 'cause you love me.
I don't believe.
I'm sick and tired,
your deceptive games.
Wonder where you have been.
I can't live my life wonderin'
My heart was pounding,
but the time had come to stop lettin' my whisperin' heart control me,
and tellin' my screamin' mind what to do.
I looked him straight in the eyes,
And then I said,
"What about the times you lied to me?
What about the times you said no one would want me?
What about all the shit you've done to me?
What about that? What about that?
What about the times you yelled at me?
What about the times I've cried?
You wouldn't even hold me.
What about those things?
What about that?
What about that?"
What about the times you hit my face?
What about the times you kept on when I said,
"No more, please?
What about those things?
What about that?
What about that?
What about the times you shamed me?
What about the times you said you didn't fuck her,
she only gave you head?
What about that? What about that?"